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Sexual Demonic Activities

As a woman who was molested by my father at the age of three years old and his deacons and elders in his church and made to make money for his church by getting me into child pornography and later when I was 14 years of age getting into a National prostitution ring for two decades I know the Power of the different Sexual demons. As I share my experience with you I hope that you will be thinking twice about whose bed your entertaining on getting in. Let me make myself clear that sexual immorality is extremely dangerous and toxic for us all! As I am a victim of sexual trauma in the worst form I can tell you that your being fooled by the idea that it's not demonic to be sleeping around! I know because not too long ago was I lost and by the grace of God he has seen to it for me to talk about this stuff. I was cold hearted and had no type of feelings about this until I got saved a month ago. I was extremely desensitized and I was disenfranchised by believing that all of what I went thr...

Rainy Healing Eyes

March 13,2019 I would like to give y'all a countenance of what took place last night. It was very healing yet extremely powerful for me to do what I made myself to do. I was on a friends scope and they were playing the movie The Under Shepherd and it is about a black church where there were sexual sins and he was abusive to the women and the other different dynamics that went on.  I was sexually traumatized by my father and his deacons and elders and made to get two abortions by the time I was 14 years old.  I realized that sin is not a respector of persons and sin is sin. As I was watching the movie I had many different emotions from anger to rage to crying. I realized that I no longer have to use devices to escape from it. I faced it once in my life! ONLY God could have given me the courage to sit through it to the end. I have been carrying the guilt,shame and remorse myself for so long. I saw the arrogance and the ego from the movie. Anything run on ego is edging God out a...